I’m back- January 20, 2011
It’s January 20, the day I’ve been dreading. But, I’m here. I did it. I left her.
She was still sleeping when I headed to work. I kissed her. She smelled so sweet. I keep smelling her sweet smell even though she’s not with me.
I will make it through today to get back to my baby. Breathe, don’t cry. You got this.















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and good news – you get to come home to her this afternoon and tomorrow will be easier.
stay strong… but it's totally ok to cry! it never gets "easy" but it will get a little easier each day. you'll find a groove.
Big day!!! I'm praying for you!! And I totally agree with the person above me – you'll find a groove that works for you! You're gonna do great at this working mom thing!!
I hope it goes well for you both!
Walking out the door is always the hardest part of my day, but it just makes coming home that much better! good luck:)
Aww, I'm sorry! I'm sure today is a hard day. I'm sure she's in excellent hands and will be so happy to see you when you get home. (Though maybe not quite as excited as you'll be to see her!)
awwww, I totally understand. It is hard! but coming home is super fun!
It is so, so hard….try your hardest to focus on the good things about working. Going to bathroom when you want, your clothes will probably stay relatively clean, you get health insurance, grown up conversations about something other than bodily fluids, whatever it takes to get through the day.
It is the hardest thing ever, but you are doing what you've gotta do, hang in there!
I'm right behind you, back to work on 2/7. You can do it!
Awww that is a hard day. I'm sure you rocked it though!
i rememeber when this day came.
I think I missed my kiddo more than he missed me.
She will be just fine, as for you, be strong and just remember you will eb back home. =)
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